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a waste, plus some ramblings. sexuality is just a game?
- why does it matter? well, i’m not a teddy bear person. if anyone gives me a teddy bear, i feel immediately dissapointed. however if you give me a panda bear, im very satisfied. why a panda bear? well i think its something to do with the fact all they seem to do is eat and sleep all day, seems like a good life huh? they dont even seem to want to breed.
so yes, i was listening to song i’ve been obsessed with for the past two weeks, wherever you will go - the calling ‘http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HffP0yzMnz8’. then after my obsessivenessesssesss, i decide to learn the song on guitar. as i sing the lyrics ’ if i could, then i would, i’d go wherever you will go ’ i ask myself, is that love or infatuation? love is apparantly a deep and profound connection, whilst infatuation is like obsessy/stalkery style stuff. sometimes love is such a drag, we think that no one can possibly be able to hurt us, then BAM! you’re left being dissapointment. dissapointment is like a medicine, we take it, we dont like it, but we get used to it. and then we say we’re heart broken, which is stupid. how can you’re heart be broken? it’s still working isnt it?! mostly though, the bravado is just a facade. obviously its gonna hurt. but you keep moving forward, otherwise the air is gonna get stagnant and you wont have space to breathe.
when i listened to the song ‘im still your fag - broken social scene’ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LS6Ycu148O0 , it struck me. how can you really know whether your straight or not? how can you decide in an instant what you;re attracted to or not? but then, i’m as straight as they come, but i think, if it takes a kiss to save someones life, then pucker up baby. hypocrisy is such an undergoing theme. how do you know you dont like it till youve tried it? well thats what i think.
jeeeeezzz. mostly i think we’re all just hamsters being watched, and theres a bigger game out there thats being played. and we’re not part of it, but thats okay. we’re part of something much more bigger. its all some sort of game. sexuality is like a puzzle, you piece it together, you find out.
its all too bloody random.
i like oreo mcflurries
peace out (Y) 
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nowhere. cause im boring. joke ;) the burj al arab i think :)
